| its been a very long while since i last updated, so expect a lot. here's a little realization of mine, the world is getting smaller, it just hit me from behind, come to think of it, maybeim just too preoccupied with my own world that i am not aware as much, you see, i watched movie with Tracy 'Enchanted' quite nice i might say- so yeah, what do you expect for me to keep my mouth shut? i kinda missed my girlfriend cha??!!~ so yeah, she told me a little fact, as we all know, Mindanao had requested to be a let alone Muslm country, i know that, but the request had been obviously declined by the President, so.... it's just when we talked that i came to think as to why she declined. its still not proven though- but Tracy told me its because Mindanao's outskirts was somewhat a hidden cash-cave, some kind of gas or oil existed there...the oil/gas was predicted to replace petroleum, this gas/oil was said to be environment friendly, no more Carbon Monoxide and stuff...GMA might've found it beneficial, so she refused. im still not sure though, Mindanao was said to be supported byt strong countries (of course, greedy as they all were), They sent a letter to the President that they'll ambush filipinos if their request wasn't granted. and that scares me a lot. why is it so hard to be honest? is money that evil? in simple scenarios, its like finding a big vault of money over your coffee table, isit too hard to resist? i mean- i know everybody needs money for a living...but do we really have to cross the line of morality just to satisfy our needs? i know that life is hard, even though im just a freeloader, i can feel my parents' hardships, inspite of that, they're not stealing...they work hard for everything, yet we can still survive, why can't other people realize that there's no such thing as easy money? politicians were top class people, educated and wise, yet they don't possess wisdom, even kids knew that stealing is wrong, then does that mean politicians are just walking idiots with 20 IQ? i guess....i'll never know. and one more thing!! no more SEX people!! the world is getting crowded!! i saw it nin National Geographic, that leopards and mountain lions were eating humans, coz civilization is reaching the wilderness because of the increasing numbers of our population, wild cats share habitat with humans, so...basically, they would turn to humans for breakfast,lunch,snack and supper...right? im going crazy... lols~ these past few weeks, my life had been in hazy blurry shades of gray, you know, things get confusing... like idk, Armi and I had this misunderstanding, i was slightly pissed, but i think im okay with it...oh well, at least we both stressed out what we think, so for me...everything's fine, i don't know bout her. and! Pat and I, she is sooooooo getting into my nerves, i swear!! her childishness, selfishness,stupidity...and her crap! it's just, i really don't have patience with people like her, i don't know, but im trying not to dislike her since it's not right, but situations get out of hand...and im not used to hilding back what i feel, it's just not me, i know she feels im avoiding her, she's starting to patronize me, and! i don't like that, so im just keeping a good five feet away from her before i say something bad, i think that's best for the two of us...it's just, she's making us look stupid with what she's doing, her love life is like threetimes as curly as a roller coaster ride, and we're caught up with it wether we like it or not, and i hate it. seriously. Nica had ruler bangs, and she's hating it. i want Bob cut, but friends don't want it. i want ruler bangs too...but im skeptical. fashion...it's killing me my god. i failed my first practical in Anatomy, i was-dare i say....surprised as to how it goes, i really don't like time pressure, so i got 5/10, the next practical...well i guess i did better im expecting 15/20 hehehehe....most nursing students don't pass any, so its an achievement, but i'll do better next time!! i swear! |
