Friday, August 31, 2007.

"Its better to die on my feet than on my knees"
-Me.

dad bought me sausage and egg burger this morning, for my breakfast, since i have school on saturdays cha... i know it sucks, dun dun dun -drum rolls-
but!!! classes were cancelled!! and soo kewlness!! aha!

i think i passed my algebra exam! i surpassed faye ( i think.)
coz i found out her calculations were kinda wrong.


i avoided sweets today, i won't be eating dinner, thats a habit now... >__<

I saw Warren yesterday, he's one of the Nursing Student Council Officers, and i admire him...serisously ( i don't care if he finds out) he's got the good looks and the brains too...now who wouldn't admire him? passing the exams with consecutive outstanding rank, -sigh- i will be like him someday, so since im and Org officer, i have to make my own subOrg. and i have to join a SubOrg, and i was planning to join "Lamapara" SubOrg, its the Nursing Publishing dept. and the sort, i don't join orgz without screening you know... the thrill honey, the thrill, okaiii?? i will be passin my form maybe next week.

I hate my baby pictures, damn it!! and i hate my mom for showing it to my friends! why does she have to do that? -cries- its social suicide!!!! they were laughing at me like hell i wanna scrap my face of my head! why do moms do that?? i love my mom, period. but the baby pictures+mom? hell no!!! i know....you should've seen my face, its horrible.

How stupid can people be? they'll ask you to tell the truth but then again they'll go emo about it, its really stupid you know? i m mean that was that? okay, truth hurts thats a fact.

"Its good naman diba?"

"Honestly?"

"tell me!!"

"Its sucks,honey, get over the heartbreak."

and she shifted into gaga mode, booo, whore, and i don't get the point of asking me in the first place, No its not mean! i did it gently...i think.



i just wish...(just a wish) that me won't have twins here....lalala, coz i saw some people...lalala, we are twins...lalala bitch ;P coz i really hate having twins yah know...stop copying ne? before i loose my temper and blow you up into pieces got it? you freaking zit.

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so yeah, my twin.
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guess who?
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nahh, i'll leave it to your imagination.
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just plain logic.



try chocolate cream chip + strawberry cream= fruity berry choco.
i was bored...so mixed up some goodies at the cafe a while ago, coz you know why??
exams are finally over!!!!!!!!!!!!-dances- lalalala!!!!

"aha!! so thats where the class funds went!!" Gee
"Gago, wala tayong class fund!!" me.

she laughed, if just see her face!! ahahaha!! class fund daw! eh wala nga kami nun!! ndi na uso sa college life un!! consistent treasurer kase ako sa mga ORGs sa Univ, its really nice having that much of influence around the campus coz you'll get to have buddies from other courses, and levels, n____n but its really tiring too, i mean you get to smile at everyone... but oh well, its better to get tired at smiling than get tired with COPYING (anung konek?? wala!!)


but im trying to get rid of my coffee addictions, and start taking CHARM's warnings... the CarboMonsters might attack me.
but there's one thing i can't get rid of... VENDO's ...i love inserting bills in the vendo...really, and the DONG!! sound when the can hits the something down there...oh well....
vendo's is love...xoxoxo so do not copy.. (ano ulet konek? wala)


Tuesday, August 28, 2007.

hehehe!! i soo am laughing my ass out watching cheaper by the dozen!! hahaha

"DAD can i kill jake now?"
-Jessica at dad
"Take it like a man!!"
-Kyle at Nigel
"you have a DARK girft,Sarah Baker"
-Dad at Sarah



you guys know what i hate about commuting my way to University? dont worry i'll fill you guys up.

heres my top five list!! >___<

5.) try sitting at the end of a PUJ, and you'll have others get you to pass their goldings! >__<
4.)sitting beside the driver is suicide, try smelling him.
3.)Hold uppers, (good thing i have dummy fones)
2.)POLLUTION in yerr gowwd damn face!!
1.) the perverts who keep smelling hairs.
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and number one keeps happening all the tim! even in FX's gawd damn shitness, speak of the hair-smelling.
i was on inside the lift, i saw that tall guy, rumored quarterback at Calif. (huwahahaha) ssshhh, im crushing on him-! i know!! he's four years older! but hey!! add up the super goddie model like looks, who would even mind a few digits ayyyye??
so here we are in the lift, (im always looking forward to that day i can be with him inside one day, i am soooo happy.) so yeah, whaddya know!! mr. quarterback appriciated my hair!!!
here's some lines!!
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Me: "5th floor po ate."
Ate: "Aga mo ah?!"
Me:"oo nga eh, ndi nga nkapagreview eh"
--hinto sa 2nd floor.--
--open doors--
--insert dreamy music and big eyes!! *drools*--
Mr. quarterback: "5th ate."
Ate: "Late ka na."
Mr.Q: "haha, ndi nmn."
--seconds later--


Nasa likod ko kxe xa nung eh, i only reach on his chin, haayyy!! sooo dreamyyy, a day w/o the sight of him is a day wasted.
--then out of the blue---
Mr.Q:"First year ka right? lemme guess BSN ulet?"?
Ako: "Opo kuya."
Mr.Q:"Ako din eh...good luck sa exams."
--open doors at 5th floor---
Mr.Q: by the way...cool hair, see you around.
---------------TOOOiiiNNNKKSSS

he is soooo purrr mine, awww... >__<


Monday, August 27, 2007.

still have to go take my exams, u___u im planning to get my fone gmasked! yeeey!! i saw that pink Louis Vuitton, and i swear i'd have that done by saturday!! n____n dad is gona sponsor my gmask!! ohohoho!!! and he just bought the 32 inches, LCD yesterdat, no its not the samsung, its the LG!! way much better...

i still have to live my life like nothing happened, but ngaun, walla na akong iffeed na doggie, ang ginagawa q nlng is to clean up her grave, buy some candles, talk to her for a while, and prepare her food, and leave it there.

oh well, i guess she's happy now...




we're trying to move on, i know, you think its over acting, screw you, chiki isn't a pet, she's a sibling. understand!

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i wanna get rid of the topic, i get teary eyes again.

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we went to some arcade yesterday to entertain ourselves for a while, my dad and i played some biliards, and my sibs went inside the sing along booth, all in all its fun, yeeh.

i still have exams tomorrow, but i haven't reviewed my lectures yet,feeehhh, good luck to me.

my mind is still sore, mind you, my grand father died at the same day chiki did, we went there yesterday too...what's happening to this world.

freaaakkkyyyy.

oh well, i have to move on, its not like i have a choice, mum and dad wants to find some of chiki's sib for adoption. oh well, i couldn't agree more....




Saturday, August 25, 2007.

Chiki is now six feet on the ground of the garage, won't be saying anymore, my eyes were completely red, and i can't breathe anymore...i love her way too much...
can't take this...she left me todaythis afternoon.
dad was crying and so was mom, she died with eyes open, with tears in her eyes, she's hurt, im depressed.



please pray for her soul, even if she's just a dog, she's a family to us, like our little BUNSO, that we love so much, a prayers would help a lot., darn i can't open my eyes.

I love you chiki..
i love you..
im going to miss you a lot.
mommy is lonely and depressed, im sorry.
i wish i was the one who felt your pain.


Friday, August 24, 2007.


"Have youe ever wondered why J.C hangs out at starbucks everyday? its really plastic you know." I said, well, J.C is the pretty boy everybody likes, from section J, he ran for the position of freshie rep, i dunno if he won, i didn't vote for him, he's too cocky, and he's got big head, i don't even know if he's got big brains.

"yeah, you know whats weird? he still drinks the same frappe an hour after he bought the stuff, i mean, from stabucks, he goes to the 5th floor (other building which is far) and comes back at starbucks holding the same stuff" Gee said, do not reckon the size, its not venti i think its Grande, but even if its venti, you won't take an hour before you finish it specially if you're a guy, (logically speaking)

Of course we hang out at starbucks too, but only if we find time, like once or twice a week, i think it actually depends on the mood, but i think J.Cgoes at starbucks more than he attends his classes, maybe he's got straight attendance at starbucks (if they have it in the first place), i dunno, maybe he's living the "pretty boy" image so much.

"maxado niang nilalasap ang bawat piso nun" Gee said again, my god sh's got some point there, but could it really be?

"I think, ginagarggle nia muna un bago nia lunukin" i said sabay tawa ng malakas, then what do you know, speaking of the devil, he just entered the cafe!

"I think he's got the fifty percent share of the company"
"Thats crazy, if he does, probably he's got the biggest size ever in starbucks history"
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Its still a big question how he doesn that...but its really awkward...i mean duh!!


now, back to gee, owkiee, now we were hangin out at starbucks after chem, so the pickture is like this, Me,Anj,and Gee were chatting outside (darn you do not know how noisy it is inside, its like hanging out at chicken's den) so gee went back to her dorm (just a block away) seconds before she left her seat she texted me.
"She's in the zagu." ( its the girl & her crowd who actually hate us, surprise-surprise, nothing newww...)

so i loked, to find they were like staring at us, so i snickered.
"Anj, oh...look"
"Im too sick to care"
so i shrugged, yeaahh, who cares its nothing new anyways, i mean they were section D! and they suck, and now, i just thought, maaannn are we that mean? why do people hate us? only the thre of us.... u___u oh well, i felt guilty about me saying "i don't care if i don't belong"
but im not trying to belong in the first place...it came out naturally, i met Anj first, then a few days later we met Gee, and then it all started there, we are friends, not a crowd of mean girls, period.

then Gee came back so i told her everything.
"Hayyyy yuj, they're pointless, i mean what's the use of hating us? lumalabas lang na insecure sila, and honestly speaking, hindi ba kayo nafflatter?"

so yeeehh, come to think of it...it was flattering when you know some girls hated you because they think their boyfriends like you, but heyy..i couldn't careless about those cheesy stuffs...
all i care about is RYOSAKU,and FOODS.




Thursday, August 23, 2007.

i just broke the T.V two days ago, i accidentally- TAKE NOTE ACCIDENTALLY!! spilled my milkshake on it, so it went gaga...tigidoooonngg!! guess what?!! early fireworks for new year!! n__n, good thing dad and mom isn't home yet, and the maid was outside doing some laundry, and my sibs were all at school, XD i screamed (a fake one)
"Ate!! ung T.V sumabog!!" sabay tanggal nung plug.
"Hala!! anung ginawa mo?"
"wala!! biglang ganun nlng nung binuksan ko" (see hoe lies save the day)
"Naku..Yari tayo sa Mama mo."
'Anung tayo...ikaw lang no n__n'
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and i was supposed to be scared coz i broke the T.V but i was reaaalllyy!!!! uber mega glad i broke it, its really ancient! and i want a new T.V the LCD of samsung...ooohhh gawd!! you do not know how i craved for that!!
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dad gets home scene:
"Ano?! sumabog?"
"Opo pa!eh katabi ko pa nmn"
"Naku buti nlng anak hindi ka nasabugan"
"Pa...sorry po..." (paawa effect)
"Ayus lang, buti kamo ndi ka nasabugan, kawawa ka namn, cge bibili nlang tayo ng bago, bolok ndin kxae yan eh"
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exactly!!! boloks na!! and there i have it!! he's going to buy that LCD!! yeeeeeey!!!! pretty much super happy...spare the fact for the worst scedule of exams ever, be posting it tom. rents here, gotta study now....ja!!



chiki was home last monday, i took her from the vet, but then again, that night she was panting like ever so scary, and i cried,can you blame me? i just love her a lot, i didn't sleep though i have exams the next day, i stayed up, coz she's got fever 39.3, (see what future nurses can do?!! i kinda used the rectal thermometer) and her eyes were so scary... aww men, i just can't take that so by 4:00 am, i woke my rentz then we took her to the vet again, ( i think chiki just misses the cute vets.) yesterday the vet called and told me she was under ICU treatment (see?!! even dogs get ICU!!) we paid the first bill like we can buy two new doggies (add up the cribs), but we'd rather pay all those for chiki, im still depressed up until now, i don't really pray at night, but then again, i think that man called my attention, i prayed two nights straight...i really wish she'll get soon, i'd committ suicide if something happens to her i swear by this blog.


i posted a one-shot song fic at FF.net, but i'll be deleting it soon, its kinda against the guidlines (believe it! im reading the guidelines...not much read those i mean, just for internet agreements like that we just skip on it, but hey its for RyoSaku love id do anything)

i broke my MP4 (guess what it is?? *rolls eyes* surprise surpriese), something about the USB i think, U___U and i can't tell dad bout it, he's going to kill me, i swear, the next 5 chapters of my fanfics were kinda there, so im currently preparing my already preparing broke pockets to another spending galore....i need it before the end of the midterms

speak of the midterms, i still have to review that chem, and the killer algebra, and the stupid psych, and the filipino subby that most of us got failing marks on the prelims...ironic?
i think not, try to have my professor for a day, you'll probably just drop your course...she's hauutte!! yeah, scary OH YESS!! terror?!! OHHHHHH YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!




Thursday, August 16, 2007.

u___u i so hate this stupid storm, why oh why!!in all of the time of this year! why in midterms!?? i need to get over the stupid shit already!! i recieved a lot of messages from the dean's office declaring regular classes starting on tuesday, and the continuation of midterms would be on august 23 which is really bullshit!!!

today is chiki's 1st birthday!! yeeey!!otanjoubi omedetto chiki-chan!! and i am so sad because she's hospitalized coz she's sick, she'll be realeased on saturday or sunday, i uber miss her really, she's like, the best source of happiness in my life, i miss her cuteness in the house, and when you get to see her big eyes...they're weak, she really is sick, and its hurting me like hell...i soo love chiki...very much...i hope she'll get well as soon as possible...



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